I'm getting brave!

In Anaston's entire life so far, I have never had anyone watch her besides family. I am very protective and with hearing what you hear these days and having a best friend from highschool lose a child under a babysitters supervision, I have made that my decision. But now that she is getting older I have been thinking of trying to find one or two babysitters besides family that I can rely on and trust and in the last two weeks I have found two! I left her with the sweetest girl(16 years old and oldest of like 10 kids) that Michelle recommended for me from her ward while we went to Brian's team dinner. She was amazing. Anaston loved her. And then Maddy and Sundy's Grandma took her for a few hours one night while we Chritstmas shopped wiht Clay and Heidi who is also a SWEETHEART and very good with kids! I about had a nervous breakdown the first time and was still a little nervous the second time but I am getting better. This is huge for me! On another note, Anaston has made a huge change in the last week! She is definately two! She is still my little sweetheart but I can tell the two's have hit. She has breakdowns, throws fits, does naughty things to get my attention, disobey's in front of my face to get a reaction and is pretty dramatic. But this is just part of her age. She will over come it and we're helping her through it.

Anaston in the midst of a tantrum. ha ha

But then she's still my stinkin cute, fun as ever little angel!

Kids...gotta love them!